Saturday, June 11, 2005
I thought of really letting go. And now I think I really should. Everything is planned in my life, as well as yours. Its just
stupidity and
silliness if I carry on like this. I was wondering what made me so crazy and mesmerised - nothing. Absolutely nothing. You're no different from other guys. Only those that I've wasted my youth and time on. For 6 months, including the times after we seperated, I've been crying and going crazy over everything that has happened. I lied to myself, I lied to everyone else that I'm alright. I still need more time.
There's no point to cling on anymore. All that passed me will be left behind, staying there till I die. My life is like a number line. I started with 0, now it's 17. From that very day when the number turns 13, I was having puppy love until I met you. Whenever I see you with that shit Naomi, she just makes my blood boil. Because I'm jealous. Though you're not together, and I know you won't, she still suck big time. But now, you can even fuck her upside down, I won't care. Just make sure you don't get AIDS. =)
Alright now.
I was clubbing at Sparks last night. We wanted to go to MU but too bad i'm underage. Denny accompanied me outside MU while Ronald, Mao and William went in. =(
They really brighten up my
day night, I must say. Jokes, craps, Denny and Ronald at loggerheads and my 'oink-ing' made us laugh. Prolly trying MU again next week.
PEOPLE SAID I SLIMMED DOWN =D
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
i was "oinking" together with wendy at far east last night. haha. dree was there too.
shopped at far east today. didn't spot anything that caught my eye. only got a pair of black pointed pumps, 2 eye shadow sticks and eyebrow liner. =D spend bout 60 bucks in all. thanks to johnathon who volunteered to shop with me! went back to yishun for mahjong at priscilla's. dead tired. the shoes rack's filled with exactly 1o pairs of my shoes.
i love my new pair of pumps. xD
Monday, June 06, 2005
partyworld-ed with twinnie ting, wendy and bf today. it's been months since i last met up with ting. look at the change..
BEFORE
AFTER
haa. she's becoming prettiiierrr each day. miss her loads. oh ya. do we look alike? many mistook us for one another. -__-..
yupp. walk around town till our feet rot. wendy and i watched ting spend 159 bucks in..5 mins? gawd.. i wish i was her. lols. i treasure her so much as my sister. and not forgetting christine, wendy and fuckernis. muahaha. love 'em to bits. and i really thank god for these sisters.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
anyone has "lao shu ai da mi" pls send me in msn! thx! xD
i've got myself a box of slimming tea last nite. haha. hope it's effective. it's gonna help clean my bowels and i'll go on lao sai-ing for dunno how long.
duh."In my dreams I always see you soaring above the sky. In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life. "
Saturday, June 04, 2005
notice me changing templates over and over again huh. i couldn't get something that i really adored. i've got a huge crush on white and simple background suddenly. feminine (yes i'm not), light and simple. =p
had breakfast at McDonald's with wendy. i'm slowly turning into a panda with all my late nights and early mornings nowadays. lack of sleep and all. zzz..
Friday, June 03, 2005
TO ANONYMOUS AND GHOST. IF U CAN TAHAN EVERY SO OFTEN THAT UR DARLING GETS A BALUKU, U ARE WELCOME. U WANNA PLAY? BRING IT ON. I DONT NEED A REASON TO DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!shag. i was yawning my day away because i did not even catch a wink last nite.
went down far east again to look for wendy and i fell asleep on the counter. i was blinking my eyes so hardly and got this..

guess what. i was walking around town when i went to borders to read up some magazines. got a horrible nagging from jason and i almost started crying. =( im weak, i noe. imagine being nagged so harshly by someone whom u once loved like hell, and is still loving like hell now.
my buttocks were rotting - thanks to the hard ground which i sat on. gone down to tampines and met up with muh sweet juju! hahas. couldn't take it anymore and i made my way home. anyway she's got school tmr.
Thursday, June 02, 2005


this preeety face. haa..
skipped social studies and geography paper today! dammit. i dunno a single thing anyway. =x
"a great romance can ruin a perfectly great friendship." so so true. we're now
strangers acquaintainces.
i move on with a hunger to see our history repeat 4 yrs later. but i dont know how would i react if i see u with someone else who replaced me in ur heart. the scenery will slowly change from a beautiful dream into a terrible nightmare which i've once encountered. the 10th and 26th of every month will always be remembered by this silly; naive; crazy mind of mine - Audrey's.
am having muh E-maths paper tmr can.
boo. time to turn in.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
OH MY GODDDD! I SAW THE
BIGGEST "BALUKU" IN MY WHOLE LIFE TODAY.
CHEEBYE KIA! MUAHAHAHA.. AND AND AND.. IF YOU THINK I'M TALKING ABOUT
YOU, GO AHEAD. BECAUSE U ADMIT IT URSELF. LOLS. AND TO THE
KANASAI LAN JIAO KIA PLS DONT BE TOO HAPPY FIRST KAY! STILL GOT MONTHS TO GO~~~ HAHA U
FUCKING LOSER! I TOT SOMEONE SAY UNTIL HE DAMN POWER.. TURN OUT BECOME WORSE THAN
MOUSE! LOL. KANINA. TODAY UR CASE IS DAMN LUCKY LIAOOOOOOO...! AND ASK UR
DOG DONT KPKB WITH ME.
SUCK UR FATHER'S DICK LAH DOG! __ BITCH..I NOE U SURELY READ THIS,
IF U'RE NOT HAPPY WITH WHAT IS WRITTEN HERE, LEAVE UR FUCKING NAME AND WHATEVER U WANT TO COMMENT ABOUT IN MY TAGBOARD. I'M WAITING!